Profound Thoughts

glaz_tigra @ 2006-08-28T17:04:00

2006-08-29T00:06:49Z

I'm back in San Diego again. I know that there are some people in norcal that aren't too happy with me and my relatively abrupt departure, and I'm really sorry I didn't get to hang out with or say goodbye to a lot of people. I pretty much stopped answering my phone and replying to a lot of messages, and for that I'm really sorry too. Leaving this time was just a little too painful, and I'm not happy down here at the moment. For now I'm just going to focus on my family and working with their newest ventures, and then on school. I really do love you all, even if it doesn't show a lot right now.

This quarter

2006-03-25T01:58:38Z

Winter Quarter 2006 is officially over, and I feel the need to reflect...it has been a really awful few months: college chemistry, thermodynamics, college calculus in 3-D, philosophy that's not philosophy but statistics, gender studies that made me feel almost ashamed to be a feminist and made me write things for tests that made me want to die, recurring hip problems that kept me out of rugby, being sick that kept me out of rugby, getting better but then getting a concussion that caused a massive headache for more than a week (also keeping me out of rugby), getting pnemonia just as my concussion went away (keeping me out of rugby and from the Arizona trip), getting another infection after just getting back from Santa Cruz, (all of this equals spending more time in the doctors office than my math class), and then having 4 finals in a week and not being able to get out of here until 5am on Saturday....so that's it, it was bad, and it's over...but it could have been worse...A girl on the rugby team had it worse...she got into a really bad car accident and is now sitting in the hospital in a coma with two shattered arms, a repaired collapsed lung, massive head trauma and brain swelling...I don't really have room to complain...

I'm home tomorrow for the week...Hopefully I'll see some of you cool cats there...

glaz_tigra @ 2006-02-26T19:57:00

2006-02-27T04:05:08Z

So, rugby is a hazardous sport. it's brutal and vicious and a blast at the same time. today, however, my head came into contact with the ground and bounced off. sounds a little nifty right? Unfortunately, that means I now have a concussion and whip-lash, and can't play in our last league game this weekend. I've had a hard time this season with injury and illness...What a yucky quarter.

sososick

2006-02-22T05:30:01Z

So, I'm sick...I haven't been this sick in a while...a longish while...and I forgot how bad it is to be sick and how much it sucks to be sick away from home...I feel like I'm talking reallllly loudly, but everyone says they can't hear me...le sigh

Stolen From Sarah

2006-02-14T04:57:19Z

I think the difference between how you perceive yourself and how the world perceives you is facinating....

http://kevan.org/johari?name=glaz_tigra

give it a try...

This one looked fun

2006-02-13T05:25:50Z

Last cigarette: never
Last beverage: cranberry juice
Last movie seen: Final Destination 1
Last call: (before my phone broke :-(...) My mom
Last song played: "I've Seen Better Days" Sublime
Last person you saw: I'm looking at Tammie, Jackie, Dana, Ben and Michele
Last bubble bath: I lived in Chicago, so at least 7 years
Last time you cried: 5pm I watched a movie thing where a guy jumped in front of a car to save his girlfriend after they had a huge fight...he died...she cried...I did too

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*8 have you evers*

Have you ever dated someone twice: Yes....big mistake
Have you ever skinny dipped: No
Have you ever kissed somebody and regretted it: Regretted entire relationships
Have you ever fallen in love: Yes (sigh)
Have you ever lost someone you loved: Not really
Have you ever been depressed: Yes
Have you ever been drunk and thrown up: Nope...never that drunk
Have you ever turned down sex: I don't think so....

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*7 states you've been to*

1. Maryland
2. Illinois
3. Indiana
4. Hawaii
5. Florida
6. Michigan
7. Oregon
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*6 things you've done today*

1. Sunbathed
2. Internet
3. Watched CSI
4. Read Chemistry (HA!)
5. Went to the Gym
6. Played Volleyball

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*5 favorite things you love in no order*
1. Aaron
2. My Friends and Family
3. Rugby
4. Biology
5. Food

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*4 people you can tell pretty much anything to*

1. Aaron
2. Karen
3. Sarah
4. Suitemates
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*3 wishes*
(for right now)
1. To have a great valentines day with the man I love
2. To pass my classes and get through the quarter
3. To lose a lot of weight

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*2 things you want to do before you die*
1. Get married and have great children
2. Save the world...or at least a child...solve lots of crimes...so, yeah, save the world
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*1 thing You regret*
1. Not staying in the shape I should be in

gender studies

2006-02-08T00:09:07Z

So I'm taking a class in Critical Gender Studies and a debate was stirred today.....Give me your opinions/ideas/comments/whatever on the Equal Rights Amendment....If you don't know what it is and feel like checking it out go here: http://www.now.org/issues/economic/eratext.html

(http://caselaw.lp.findlaw.com/data/constitution/amendment14/ ....might also be of interest)

It's been a week

2006-01-21T05:59:38Z

A bunch of interesting stuff this week...I got rolled out of bed at 4:30am tuesday morning for a day of being dressed up like a clown and walking around campus like an idiot, yay for hazing, found a way to cook in college without my own kitchen (it's called mooching off of those with stoves), was of the faster people during a rugby game (though B-side doesn't have a lot of speed and we didn't have a whole team anyway), went to a UCSD basketball game.....You'll notice, none of this is school related (which = bad for Jaimie's grades)...YAY college!

I miss you. Please be with me. 7 Days.

glaz_tigra @ 2006-01-01T16:58:00

2006-01-02T01:19:36Z

Happy New Year folk! I hope everyone had a safe and happy holiday season. If you're like me, you're not ready to go back to school yet, but I suppose it has to come. I had an incredibly wondeful night last night; thank you all who came to dinner. I'm looking forward to tomorrow sooo much too (but aside from that I don't want to look into the next few days). I don't usually go into New Year's resolutions, but I think this year I'll try...

----> I will appreciate what I have, what I'm given, and what I earn...I have so much in this life to appreciate, my family, friends, the man I love, and huge possibilities in front of me,so this year, I'll show my appreciation at a higher intensity and a higher frequency.

----> I will work harder to take advantage of my opportunities

----> I will never bite my nails again

----> I will work my ass off playing rugby, literally, and lose at least 20 pounds and then gain 5 back in muscle, so that next year it will be easier

----> I will join a community service organization

----> I will work up the courage to audtion for a college play

----> I will love you more than I've ever loved anyone in the world (though it's not like I can help it) and try to stay as optimistic as I can and look towards the future. (and no babies)

Wooooo

I leave in a week...hang out with me!

Stolen from Alex....Finals procrastination is good too

2005-12-04T02:52:30Z

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yayayayayayay

2005-10-28T18:35:46Z

He'smineotdayHe'sminetodayHe'sminetoday (and tomorrow and sunday too!!!)

Musical!

2005-10-27T23:13:32Z

Good luck tonight to all of you musical kids!!! I really wish I could be there, but since I can't I thought I'd wish a good "break a face" on you all. Get lots of pictures taken and a video, so I can see it some time!

Tagged by Sarah

2005-10-26T19:48:08Z

List 10 things that make your heart smile, and then tag 5 friends to do the same.

1. Being in love....and sex...sex is good

2. My crazy roommate (and her singing and laughing and obsession with blue chicken), and all of my suitemates...I love them to death

3. Rugby and getting pretty bruises and meeitng nice girls and drinking songs

4. Junk food...melted peanut butter M&M's, oreos, an outback dinner

5. Line dancing (suuuchh a guilty pleasure (I want a cowboy hat))

6. Messages and mail from my family (especially packages!)...my brother lets me talk at him all the time...

7. Time to watch CSI and eat Ben & Jerry's ice cream

8. Reminiscing (middle school, volleyball, hawaii, sarah and karen and katie)

9. Driving down the road rocking out to Queen

10. Aaron...being in a cocoon of blankets (cause i'm cold) and tackling him, seeing all his silly drawings and his good ones too, and lying in the park with no worries or cares in the world

and I tag..... Ben, Graham, Michelle, Aaron, Andy Garon

glaz_tigra @ 2005-10-17T23:01:00

2005-10-18T06:02:52Z

I like this quiz....and this color is soooo pretty...i want eyes like this

Take the quiz: "What kind of eyes do you have? (with pictures)"

Eden
You have eden eyes. Eden is the color of water. Your eyes symbolize your great flexibility. You are a creative person. You can think of many good ways to get your point across to people as you have very good communication abilities. When someone feels down or is hurt, you have the remarkable ability to help them and heal them. If you have too little going on in your life, you may be withdrawn and depressed, timid, manipulative, unreliable, stubborn, or suspicious. Some words to describe you: peaceful, sincere, affectionate, tranquil, intuitive, trustworthy, pure, loyal, healing, and stable.

Home

2005-10-17T01:10:59Z

I've been home this weekend, but I'm having a really hard time calling it home. It's strange being here, and I'm not sure if it's a good strange or a bad one. I stopped by the musical rehersal and it made me really remiscent of the 'good old days,' and even though I'm having a blast in college, I miss the heaven that I had over the summer. I miss Aaron already and we only left each other like 5 hours ago. I wasn't sure that I missed my family too much, but I do. I miss just kind of chilling out with them. I'm not sure they miss me though. I'm going to be back for Thanksgiving, so maybe it will be easier to be here then. Time has been going by pretty quickly; good for the idea of being home for winter and then summer, but bad for the idea of tougher classes requiring more work. Rugby takes up a lot of time in the winter (my first game is on Saturday! wooo). I love it in SD, the only improvement that could be made upon it is really the lack of Aaron. Why do I only post here when I'm not really that happy? I call Novato 'home' when I'm in SD. I call SD 'home' when I'm in Novato. I guess I really don't know where home is yet. I love both places.

glaz_tigra @ 2005-10-08T12:18:00

2005-10-08T19:33:46Z

I got to see Yellowcard live in concert last night. I enjoy them quite a bit, though I don't enjoy concerts. I almost got killed in a mosh pit and had to pick people up off of the floor and catch a crowd surfer almost entirely by myself.

Rugby party today....If I can get a ride....wooooo...I love the rugby girls. I think I'm of their favorite rookies as well. Woooo. I get to play the position that tackles the most. Woooo. I'm so glad I've found something to be a part of.

I love my suitemates too. They are all very different but fun in their own ways. We have all been labeled and we have a quiet one, a girly one, a giggly one, a loud one, a sporty one, a tough one, an intellectual one and a blunt one. Guess which one I am! We got fish too, and there are bets as to when they'll die.

I need to do homework and go to the gym and all of that today. Crimany. Talk to all of you fun folk soon! I'm in Novato next weekend...so maybe I'll see some of you too.

why am i still awake?

2005-10-07T05:07:01Z

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glaz_tigra @ 2005-10-06T21:53:00

2005-10-07T05:01:37Z

I really don't feel good. Like, at all. I think I've had a migrane for the past few days, which sucks because I don't really have the luxury of locking myself in a room and sleeping for hours on end. I need to do homework and write some papers and not bomb any more chemistry quizzes. So, my solution was to call my parents and ask about medication that may or may not work. But instead of making me feel better, they told me they are going to get rid of my bird, so now I'm sad and sick. I really want to cry right now, but for the first time since I've been here, I can't. I felt so dumb for being so emotional since I've been here but now that I really just want to get it out, I can't. I feel fat and ugly and gross because I've been eating, and I thought I'd been working out enough, but I guess not. I need some red meat. I really do like it here. But I'm really excited to get home.

wooo

2005-09-27T04:53:37Z

So things are a lot better.

classes keep me busyish and all of that though i know the real load hasn't come crashing down yet. I start a fitness class tomorrow so i have no freshman 15 i hope (though i'm eating really well so it should be good) and am getting a ton of exercise walking around campus cause it's huuuge.

annnnnnnddddd

I joined rugby!! Woooo! thank you to sarah for the idea and encouragement! I've been to one practice and it kicked my ass, but it's ok because it will get me in good shape (with any luck)

I have the best boyfriend in the whole world too. Even at a distance I love him more than anything in the world and he loves me too! I can't even believe it. *sigh*

I hope everything stays happy like right now. though i could use some unsoreness

goodnight all!!

glaz_tigra @ 2005-09-23T18:35:00

2005-09-24T01:45:04Z

So, I like college and everything....at least during the week thus far...but I kind of suck at it...I bailed out on a bon fire tonight...no real reason except it made me nervous and i'm a pansy...so now I'm in my room...meeting someone for dinner so that's good, but i feel like such an idiot...my roommate went...so i'm alone....i hate to be alone....more than anything i hate to be alone...without aaron i feel like i'm alone a lot...but now it's real...and i hate it

things will get better, I know...i'll get into stuff and get better at going out and what not...but right now...i feel like the biggest moron...and the biggest loser...maybe i'll run..

glaz_tigra @ 2005-09-20T00:42:00

2005-09-20T07:44:06Z

It's raining in San Diego...how crazy is that?! Like thunderstorming with lightning and everything...sooo nice and warm and nifty! I'm getting more and more pumped to be here...but i'll be home on october 14th for the weekend....i miss novato a little...yeah...ew...i know...i miss aaron....but fun is being had...classes start thursday...wish me luck!

glaz_tigra @ 2005-09-17T17:38:00

2005-09-18T00:40:01Z

I'm in college! First floor, easy access...most everything is cool...I miss people...it's gonna be tough having my brother and parents leave...i think it'll be ok though...i just wish classes would start.

glaz_tigra @ 2005-09-16T00:06:00

2005-09-16T07:07:35Z

nothing has ever hurt so much in my life. i can't breathe.

glaz_tigra @ 2005-09-14T16:34:00

2005-09-14T23:44:10Z

i have a poem for you....

my father doesn't plumb
so what would make him so dumb
to try to plumb today

when he tries he swears
and makes really evil stares
and i don't know what to say

he and his wife she
they drive me so crazy
i want to run away

and i thank god a lot
that one day is all i've got
with them just one more day

I thought that I would handle leaving a little better...I'm not too worried about leaving itself and I think I have everything I need and I'm excited for classes...I'm just really really sad and anxious

I hate hearing them talking about me in the other room as they think I am as deaf as they are...

88% santanism

2005-09-14T15:23:17Z

You scored as Buddhism. Your beliefs most closely resemble those of Buddhism. Do more research on Buddhism and possibly consider becoming Buddhist, if you are not already.

In Buddhism, there are Four Noble Truths: (1) Life is suffering. (2) All suffering is caused by ignorance of the nature of reality and the craving, attachment, and grasping that result from such ignorance. (3) Suffering can be ended by overcoming ignorance and attachment. (4) The path to the suppression of suffering is the Noble Eightfold Path, which consists of right views, right intention, right speech, right action, right livelihood, right effort, right-mindedness, and right contemplation. These eight are usually divided into three categories that base the Buddhist faith: morality, wisdom, and samadhi, or concentration. In Buddhism, there is no hierarchy, nor caste system; the Buddha taught that one's spiritual worth is not based on birth.

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Buddhism

92%

agnosticism

92%

Satanism

88%

Paganism

79%

atheism

67%

Islam

42%

Judaism

42%

Hinduism

33%

Christianity

25%

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